We were all supposed to go to M's mom amd dad's yesterday. M's aunt moved in with them. Like most of M's mom's side the lights are on but no one is home. M is starting to act a lot like his family mentally. Maybe he always has and I just never noticed. They just aren't too bright. Then on top of that G came home saying that Bubba was talking and M's dad told her nobody was paying attention to her and didn't care what she had to say. I felt so bad for her. They all laugh and think it's funny. I think it's rude, inconsiderate, and mean. A few years ago M's mom told me about her and M's dad arguing. It sounded exactly like M and I. I can't stand being around them together. I don't want that to be my life in 20 years. It really, really scares me.
Oh, and M told me he is expecting a letter in the mail this week from Wells Fargo for a $15,000 loan. He told me if I throw it away I can pay the bills. That's just what we need, another loan. I can't believe he can actually get one considering his debt has already and the economy the way it is.
I am realizing why God gave me N when he did.:-) I am teetering on the brink. Knowing I have her to take care of is what keeps me here, functioning.
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